Monday, December 28, 2009

God's greatness...

Everything we see is manifestations of God's greatness. From each small speck of dust, to the great stars up above, God created the all. He knows how many billions of stars there are and he knows all of them by name. He knows how many grains of sand there are on the shoreline and he knows how many are in the depths of the sea. God knows everything for everything is in his hands. Having a limited human mind, nothing could actually describe God.

God, however is stereotyped by the human being as "The Bid Guy up there" He perceived to the greater being so far away whose ways are unimaginable. Sometimes, we think that god is not concerned with us due to our numerous problems, trials and hardships. We sometimes blame him for our failures and shortcomings. However, when pertaining to our wants and needs, we pray and pray and pray and pray and pray....... For some of us, he is just referred to us our provider. When we don't get what we want, we turn our back at him and we try to do thing our way...

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Feel so far away??? just turn around... god is waiting...

Every person can say that God is forgiving; God is kind; God understands. However, all of these beliefs in reality turn to waste once we are conscious that we have done something wrong against him. We, most of the time, blame ourselves and isolate ourselves from recognizing the fact that God is God and we are nothing but mere human beings who always commit mistakes. Out longing mind persuade us that we are not worthy to come before him. The longer we entertain this kind of thinking, the farther we drift away from god. Once we have realized that we have to ask god for forgiveness, the harder it feels since we have already built that gap between god and us. No matter how hard we try to reach god, something stops us... We feel so isolated and helpless and yes, God is out of reach...

This is man's shortcoming. Even when dealing with god, man thinks he is the only one at work. He takes so much pride in himself that he tries to reach god with his own efforts. The distance between God and man is only within God's reach. Man only has to be humble enough to admit his faults when we have committed errors in our Christian life, God has already offered his hand to us to always give us another chance, we human beings, however, chose to reach god by our own way neglecting the already offered hand of god.

In a Christian life, god is not the one who moves far away when his children have made mistakes; it is man who creates that mental space between god and him. There is really no distance. It is merely an illusion of the human mind stating that God has left us because of our faults. The truth is, God is always there beside us reaching out while we convince ourselves of the gravity of our faults.....

Saturday, December 26, 2009

"August Rush"

Questions:
1.Who are the characters?

ans. August Rush, Lyla, Louis
2.Describe each character?

ans. August Rush- the main character of the movie “August Rush”. A Musician. A son
Of Lyla and louis.
Lyla- Mother of August who is a popular musician in New york.
Girlfriend of Louis.
Louis- Father of August.
3.Why the child name is August Rush?

ans. The name “August” came from the date of his birth.The one who made this name
Is the person he met in New York. This name was started when they saw a car in
The road.. It came from the popular resort in new york which is August Rush...This person is also a musician. He treats it as his own father
but he Realized that he have to leave this person because he is only used by
it in order to live.
4.How did he meet his parents?

ans. When Ms. Lyla knew that his son is still alive, he back in New York just to
find Her only son. He never gives up in finding it. One day, he decided to
make a concert so that he can meet his son. Thanks to god that they have the
same concert,and that was the time that they met each other together with her
boyfriend named louis.
5. What tells him to pursue on looking for his parents?

ans. The Music. He Believe that if you follow the music, all your dreams will come
True. He believed that his parents are still alive and someday he meets it.
6.What connects them?

ans. The music. “As it goes, “ Your heart will be singing and your spirit will be
soar".
7.What moves you to pursue your dreams?

ans. I want to pursue my dreams because of my family. I want them to become happy and proud of me as well. I have to work hard because I don’t want to suffer difficulties someday especially in financial aspects. I have to do this and sacrifice everything especially in love life because it is for my own good. I have to exert effort not by word but by work. I don’t have to follow it but to reach it. As much as that, I have to pursue my dreams for the sake of my dear brother. I want to help him for we have the same situation in life. I want him to understand our situation and I want us to have a good future someday. “Dili ko gusto magait mi duha”.

8. How important is your family for you?

ans.
My family is the most important gift that I have in my life. They mean so much to me. I can’t really live without them. In every second, minute, day, I always do my best in order that they can feel how important they are to me. I am not ashamed to say “I Love you” because I have to say it before its too late. I don’t want them to get hurt.“ mas gustuhin ko pa na ako ang saktan wag lang sila”.

9.What inspires you with the movie?

ans. I really like that movie because it is all about family. The movie tells that it is important to have togetherness in a family. It can also help us to realize that we have to give importance to our family, we have to show them our love and respect not only because it is needed but because it correct. This movie realized me that having a happy family is like a good recipe whose main ingredients is Love.

"What dreams may come"

1. What is the heaven and hell for you?

Ans. Heaven means happiness, fulfillment, many people loves you and care for you.
2. Have you experienced heaven and hell? (when? How?)

Ans. Yes, I already experienced heaven and hell here on earth. I experienced hell when times that I no longer believe in god due to numerous problems that I encountered in my life. Anyway.. That was before…I don’t really believe in god before but one day I realized that I am wrong, and I am only blinded with my own thought. On that time, I feel guilty to my self and I ask him for forgiveness to all that I have done. Since then, I started to go to church and that was the time that I feel I already experienced heaven. Though we cannot see him, just put in your mind that his there to help us we are down. “Don’t lose hope”.

3. Why the title of the movie “what dreams may come”?

Ans. It means to say that even if we are already die, we can still fulfill our dreams. We can still communicate our love ones here on earth. All we need to do is to believe.

December 14, 2009

Miss Apple and Sir Elite was absent on that day. Since they were absent, I told the students to work in their activity and they are allowed to go out in the room if they cannot finish it.
I am very tense on that time it is because Ms. Angie is there inside in Laboratory. I know that he observing me… I have to be strict to my students on that time in order that they become serious in making their activity.
Thanks to god that the students were not making noisy. After they finished their activity; I allowed them to go outside the classroom.

December 11, 2009

Ahhmpp…. I am happy at that day it is because I am only assisting my partner since I am already finished with my task.
I am only at the back on that time and assist some students who need help and ask some clarifications regarding the topic.
When Miss Apple already finished, we decided to give them a long quiz. I am really happy about the results of their quiz because they get a higher score. For me, it means to say that they really understand me.

December 09, 2009

At that time, I summarized the topic that I discussed last Monday (December 07, 2009) and discuss it again to my students.
After my discussion, I told my students to finish their activity. On that time, Miss. Apple also discussed about Slide Master.

December 07, 2009

Ahmmp! I went to school at exactly 8am just to prepare all the materials that I need in teaching. I have to do this so that my students can understand me.

At 11pm, I am already in Computer Laboratory just to check my flashdisk if it is ok. Thanks to god that he never left me on that time, and he really helped me in order that it will become successful.

When I was already in front of my students, I really feel nervous but I really did my best in order that they understand what I am talking about. Well!!! Feel nervous? Hehehehe.. That is part of a game… On that time, I realized that it is really hard to become a teacher… a teacher is a noble job… as much as that I realized that I have to respect a teacher because they are important for me to learn and to gain knowledge.

After I finished the discussion, I gave them an activity for them to know the importance of the topic that I discussed.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

My favorite song.... EVER!!!!!!

Life comes in many shapes
You think you know what you got
Until it changes

And life will take you high and low
You gotta learn how to walk
And then which way to go

Every choice you make
When you're lost
Every step you take
Has it's cause

Chorus:
After you clear your eyes
You'll see the light
Somewhere in the darkness
After the rain has gone
You'll feel the sun come
And though it seems your sorrow never ends
Someday it's gonna make sense

Tears you shed are all the same
When you laughed 'till you cried
Or broken down in pain

All the hours you have spent in the past
Worrying about
A thing that didn't last

Everything you saw
Played a part
In everything you are
In your heart

Chorus:
After you clear your eyes
You'll see the light
Somewhere in the darkness
After the rain has gone
You'll feel the sun come
And though it seems your sorrow never ends
Someday it's gonna make sense

Release:
Someday you're gonna find the answers
To all the things you've become and all they've done
At your expense
Someday it's gonna make sense

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

October 02, 2009

That was the day that I teach EDP subject. I can say that it was my embarrassing moment it’s because the computer was hanging since it has many viruses. I really really really really really hate that day because of that incident. I can’t discuss to the students well… all my files were in my flashdisk. I really hate myself for what I did. “Nagpatanga2 ko” bulok man gud…Amawa nako ui!!!"
I'm not really a person who was born to become a teacher..hehehehehehe..........
On that day, I said to myself "Dili nato mautro sunod". Well that was only an experienced, and on that experienced I know that I can get moral lessons.
I’ts really hurt to think that you did you best but still I failed. “lami au ihilak:” duh mulayas na bitaw ko aning skwelahana… mulayas nako..hehehehehe..... gamay nalang antos..
Its hurts to say that I failed but I have to accept the reality “That I am an idiot”. Cguro… “lami au mohilak”. I’m not a type of person who always share about my problems because I believe that I, myself is my own adviser. I’m self-centered person. And Since then, that was become the way of my life.
When I type this journal, I become emotional, unknowingly that my tears keep falling in my eyes. I did my best not to cry but I can’t. I realized that I am only blinded of what I believed. I realized that I have to change my attitude. I don’t have to worry about those incidents it’s because it’s normal.

I remember of what my father said. “I don’t to be afraid of being failed. He also said that I don’t need to be the best in order to be called excellent, the fact that I am happy of what I did then I can honestly tell to everyone that I am the best. My father is always there for me and he is very proud of me even if I’m not an intelligent daughter.

It’s ok to be down sometimes because it’s just an experienced that can make me strong and better person. What I did is to do my best next time in order that it becomes successful.

5th day "Nov. 25"

I went to school at exactly 8:58am. Since we have not busy on that time, I grabbed the opportunity to finish my PowePoint Presentation Entiled 12th days of Christmas.

As I made my PowerPoint Presentation, I realized that Its really hard to be a teacher, its because you need to study your topic and think of the strategies in order that your students will be interested in your discussion. “Lisud baya malibakan sa studyante… mura kag nagbaktas na lay ulo.” I also realized that I have to respect them it’s because we need their help for us to become successful.

At 12pm. I already finished it. And since I have no time to eat my lunch….Again…. “la na pud ko ni kaon…. “klase na nako… gutom..huhuhuhuhu”

But even if I’m hungry… “happy japon kay natiwas nako” at 12:03.. Im already in Computer Laboratory.. The students have an activity on that time, they made their powerpoint presentation,,,, and after that they go to their next class..

4th day of my observation

I’m already in school at exactly 8am. I’m in Internet Laboratory just to ready the exercises of my students. At that time, I already think about a strategy and how to deal the students in order that they can understand me. I also want to make my activity that is more interesting and terrific. So I made a powerpoint presentation entitled “In the twelve days of Christmas”. I really made it beautiful and wonderful to see. “LA JUD KO NANIUD2 MABUHAT LANG TO”.

At 12pm, Sir Elite is already there in Computer Laboratory. So what I did is to sign out my account and went to computer laboratory in Assumption College of NAbunturan.


On that time, the students only made their activity. They always ask me and my partner named “apple” for a clarification. That was the time that I become closed to them. Some of the students said. “kaw nalang buhat ms. Beh? Then I replied with a smile: “Dili jud pwede… mai paka buot2.”hehehehehehehehehehehehehehe….. what a nice answer….”Some of the students are naughty yet friendly. At 1pm Sir Elite dismiss the class… and we go to our separate ways………..