That was the day that I teach EDP subject. I can say that it was my embarrassing moment it’s because the computer was hanging since it has many viruses. I really really really really really hate that day because of that incident. I can’t discuss to the students well… all my files were in my flashdisk. I really hate myself for what I did. “Nagpatanga2 ko” bulok man gud…Amawa nako ui!!!"
I'm not really a person who was born to become a teacher..hehehehehehe..........
On that day, I said to myself "Dili nato mautro sunod". Well that was only an experienced, and on that experienced I know that I can get moral lessons.
I’ts really hurt to think that you did you best but still I failed. “lami au ihilak:” duh mulayas na bitaw ko aning skwelahana… mulayas nako..hehehehehe..... gamay nalang antos..
Its hurts to say that I failed but I have to accept the reality “That I am an idiot”. Cguro… “lami au mohilak”. I’m not a type of person who always share about my problems because I believe that I, myself is my own adviser. I’m self-centered person. And Since then, that was become the way of my life.
When I type this journal, I become emotional, unknowingly that my tears keep falling in my eyes. I did my best not to cry but I can’t. I realized that I am only blinded of what I believed. I realized that I have to change my attitude. I don’t have to worry about those incidents it’s because it’s normal.
I remember of what my father said. “I don’t to be afraid of being failed. He also said that I don’t need to be the best in order to be called excellent, the fact that I am happy of what I did then I can honestly tell to everyone that I am the best. My father is always there for me and he is very proud of me even if I’m not an intelligent daughter.
It’s ok to be down sometimes because it’s just an experienced that can make me strong and better person. What I did is to do my best next time in order that it becomes successful.
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